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Story/Art © 2017 Clay

117 "The Honest Truth"

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Published April 3, 2013 10 Comments

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  1. Pyriell says

    September 13, 2013 at 8:30 pm

    This is the exact way I feel.

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  2. Mike says

    January 10, 2014 at 11:45 am

    This one hits very close to home. I have even researched painless and as close to sure fire way to do it. One thing that scares me more then living the way I am right now is trying to end the pain and failing. Its hard enough trying to just keep living, I cant imagine life after a failed attempt. dying does not scare me, trying a failing terrifies me.

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    • TheIncognitoCreeper says

      May 25, 2016 at 2:24 am

      Yeah, same. I would like to NOT fail at something for once in my life. And I want to go out painlessly. I’m in so much pain now, why make it worse in the end? And if I DO fail, all I’m going to get is fake support and criticism and people letting me know how much I’m a fuckup.

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  3. Patrick says

    January 31, 2014 at 8:37 pm

    This may sound very macabre but it worked for me: Use your self hate for your advantage. You don’t deserve a painless death. Imagine the worst kind of death possible. Slow and painfull. THIS will be the way you end your life. Self incineration is my way.
    Now you have one thing less to think about and maybe the expectation of incredible Pain will stop your suicidal thoughts.

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  4. Agarax says

    May 16, 2014 at 4:32 am

    When things got so bad that I wanted to go beyond the fantasy and actually kill myself, I found I had no volition left, so I was unable to take any action at all. This helped me quite a bit. If you know that you cannot commit suicide, you don’t dwell on it as much.

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  5. eyequeston says

    July 11, 2014 at 1:30 am

    Hi to one and all,

    “What keeps me alive?”

    Since my mother’s suicide nearly 40 years ago around the time of my 18th birthday effected so much… And since my father nearly overdosed on his pain meds due to the agony he experienced during his last days with terminal lymphoma only 5 short years ago this coming December…

    Because of how this has effected and still effects me, especially my mother’s death, I have not wanted anyone else to experience even the minutest portion of anything similar. I must hasten to add that I also have had days or moments when I have wanted to… BUT have always kept in mind that when I get to join them “upstairs”, since I have said to myself, “I will never let anyone else feel like this,” I have never wanted to face them having done the same…

    So what “keeps me alive” is the thought of facing them after a lifetime of saying that I would never do that to anyone else. Also even in the depths of despair for some 24 years now have had the support that in spite or despite myself there is someone who loves me eternally… [And that is not anyone of my friends or relations that have gone before…] I know that I know that if I did not now have Him in my life I would have… So even though the last of my close relatives has now died [My brother when he was at a kibbutz died in an accident on a night out over 26 or so years ago.] and I am alone there is always something more than all this… [Whatever “all this” maybe in any person’s life…!]…

    Peace and love to you and yours from,

    EyeQuestOn (Ian).

    P.S.: Am using UK English spellings!

    P.P.S.: Many thanks Clay this is the first time, due to your comix, I have been able to put something ‘out there’!

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  6. Krybaby Kitty Kat says

    March 1, 2017 at 10:31 pm

    This on is my favorite out of all the Comix. It’s definitely something most people suffering with Depression can relate to.

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  7. Elie Hirschman says

    June 27, 2017 at 2:29 am

    OMG this. THIS THIS THIS THIS

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  8. rivercs says

    March 27, 2018 at 11:16 pm

    OMG. This is me. This has been me for 50 years.

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  9. jackmarten says

    April 10, 2018 at 7:18 am

    i have been searching for many ways and i got some!
    gun shot to the head from the ear to the ear since one from the front could be survived
    throat slitting
    suicidal explosion
    decapitation
    hung from a high fall it’ll snap your neck you won’t feel anything
    over doze anything
    suffocation while sleeping
    car explosion
    neck snapping
    starvation
    dehydration
    the list goes on
    why haven’t i died yet?
    waiting for the right time that’s all

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