depression comix

Story/Art © 2017 Clay

1 "What are you thinking about"

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English
PANEL 1:
… …
PANEL 2:
— You’re quiet. What are you thinking about?
PANEL 3:
— … Nothing. Really. My mind’s a blank.
… …
PANEL 4:
… Incredibly stupid.
… Why can’t a truck just hit me now.
… Miss me.
… What a fukkup I am.
… What a stupid waste everything is up until now.
… I wish I could just start over.
… Every fucking embarrassing thing that’s ever happened.
… God, I hate my life.
… I wonder if anyone would come to my funeral.
Français
PANEL 1:
… …
PANEL 2:
— Tu es calme. A quoi tu penses?
PANEL 3:
— A rien. Non, vraiment, mon esprit est vide.
… …
PANEL 4:
… Mais quel connard.
… Pourquoi je ne me fais pas renverser par un camion.
… Tout ce qui est arrivé d’embarrassant jusqu’à maintenant
… Je voudrais tout recommencer.
… Je déteste ma vie.
… Je me demande si des gens viendraient à mon enterrement.
(Translation by Nyna)
Svenska
PANEL 1:
… …
PANEL 2:
— Vad tänker du på?
PANEL 3:
— Ingenting. På riktigt. Mitt huvud är tomt.
… …
PANEL 4:
… Vilken jävla klant jag är.
… Varje jävla pinsam sak som någonsin hänt
… Jag önskar att jag kunde börja om
… Undrar om någon skulle komma på min begravning.
… Gud jag hatar mitt liv.
… Sakna mig
(Translation by Canis Lupus)

Comments

  1. The number of times I have said/done exactly the same thing is unbelievable. It’s always good to know you’re not alone, especially as I’m undiagnosed and sometimes I wonder if I’m really even depressed or if I’m just weak, and then I read the experiences of other people with depression and the fact I can relate to so many of them kind of helps bring me back.

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  2. Honestly, I find the fact that there are so many people that can relate to this to be even more depressing. I actually just started undergoing a diagnose; I was sick of being relentlessly harassed by thought impulses like these because they were seriously starting to impede on my life. The psychologist’s first reaction immediately was ‘textbook sign of unprocessed traumatic events’.

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  3. This is me all the time. Except whem im with someone else or friedns, they would ask why so quiet? (More quiet than normal) …which only makes me feel even worse. And brings more hateful thoughts about myself. Like, “i must be so boring, i cnt even talk or make conversation. Im just making them have a worse time.”

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  4. I found your site, believe it or not, on the Gaming On Linux forum, in a discussion about a program (don’t want exactly to call it a game) called Depression Quest, which is available on a web page or free from Steam. Certainly hits home for me, and thanks for your efforts.

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  5. Uncanny that your first strip was posted on the day my ex left me. So glad I found this site. It is encouraging to know one isn’t alone.

    Depression is hell on earth 🙁

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